I'm so freaking scared.
I've practically ruined my entire life with my own hands.
I really don't know what to do now. I'm just so scared.
It's like I know I can still salvage somethings. But... I think I've practically gone insane. I can't think straight.
There's so much that I regret doing or saying. There's so much I...
God, I really just want to collapse right here right now, melt into the ground and ceased to exist from now on.
It's just so painful. Too painful to live the life that I live.
"I did what I did because I love you."
No comments:
Post a Comment