#44 Stop dreaming.

The dream is shattered.

I should stop dreaming. No point holding on to things which you can no longer get back.

It's like grabbing water. You know it's there, you can feel it, but you could only hold it for so long. After that, it just slips through your hand, down the sink and you can never get it back.

It's not that I want to stop. There's just no hope. No more looking on the brightside, because there isn't any anymore.

Sigh.

How many times have I said I'm tired? Countless I guess. It seems to me, this has been the worst year (approx.) I've ever had. I'm so drained.

So much for being sweet sixteen. More like bitter sixteen to me.


Dreamz FM - Should I Stay

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I'm down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh...should I stay?
Should I go?

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about...