#85 Worst fears.

I'm so freaking scared. I can't believe I was so stupid to allow my friends to sign me up for Sports Day.

Gosh, what have I gotten myself into?

They were in desperate need of people and I guess I'm just too nice for my own good.

4 x 400m. I'm shit scared. I didn't train AT ALL. I had one month to train. And I'm left with one day now. Fuck it.

What if I'm the slowest runner? What if I fell? What if I dropped the baton? What if I pull down the entire team down?

I totally have no faith in myself.

I'm stressed. I want to tear my hair out. I think I've gone a little insane.

Perhaps I'm just moody.

God, I want to cry.

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